Taking Small Steps

This is a short bit I recently posted on  http://www.good.is. I was hoping it would generate some kind of discussion or at least to have someone look at it. I don’t think it has yet. I know it’s not ground breaking stuff, but sometimes it’s good to take a step back and think about the things we already know and put those things to practice; for our own good.

The key to reform is communication and understanding. What do we need and how do we get it done? It seems easy enough. Am I missing something? I know there are many factors involved in decision making, especially about things as controversial and complex as education and health care reform, but many of the things I’ve read point out the lack of direction from the top. The people who are supposed to have the best answers to our problems. The problem is, they are trying to solve big problems. They need our help though. It seems we are forgetting that small steps are the best way to make significant changes over time. Everyone knows we need big changes to happen, but it takes time for those changes to occur. It takes each of us making thoughtful decisions everyday about how we live and what we value. If 300 million people take one step in the right direction, that’s 300 million right steps.

I hope others recognize this idea and make the best of it.

A little love. Here?

Oh where does a heart go? Where does a heart desire? Where does a heart mend? Where does a heart-break again? Why does it take me from my life? This thing that fills me so full so easily turns on me with vengeance, and hatred abounds in my heart. Her love can only make this work. One day we’ll die. One day she’ll be no more. One day I’ll be no more. Everyday her love is above all the rest. I don’t feel her today but I feel her everyday. My stomach aches my heart beats faster. My hands sweat deeper. Is this love that feels so wrong? Is this love that makes me hate? I do not like where I am when she is not. But love her? I still do. I still love her. More than miles can keep us apart. Her life will forever be apart of mine even if our bodies never intertwine. Without her here I feel death upon my brow even though I’m perfect still.

Is this the start of a new song or a battle scene yet to be fought? Perhaps. The premise is not yet clear and the ending may never come. But love will always be here.

Moustaches=Business

Moustache growing season is in full swing. Follicles are fruitful and money is flowing; $6 dollars at least. Nick A.’s got like $900 already! We’ve got some work to do folks.

His moustache isn't even visible, yet he's raised close to $1000.

If you haven’t heard I’m growing a moustache that I’m sure everyone will like and that everyone will give money to because of the way it accentuates my lower jaw line and chin regions. The Moustache-a-thon for 826 Boston and the Greater Boston Bigfoot Research Institute is happening as you read. For six weeks I will grow a moustache along with fifty, or so, other competitors in an effort to raise $15,000 for 826 Boston’s after school tutoring and creative writing programs. That kind of cash can help produce 1,000 copies of a professionally published book of student writing,  cover a whole years worth of tutoring for ten students, and create countless tall tales like Bud, the Grumpy Earthquake in 826 Boston’s storytelling and bookmaking field trips for elementary students. So give me your support and I promise I’ll write better posts. Not more important posts, but definitely better.

Follow the link below to lighten your wallets a little. If I can get everyone I know to drop 10 bucks, I don’t even know how much money that would add up to. But it’d be a lot. So get your checkbooks out if you still use those or credit cards and click on the donate button.

http://826bostonmoustache.wordpress.com/participants/skip-m/

All my days

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We are all searching for something. We all struggle from time to time while we search, but there’s no reason to take on the weight of the world by yourself. All we can really do is make this moment the best we can. Honestly seek out your thoughts  and genuinely share your life with the life around you. That’s what I’m trying to do everyday. How successful am I? I may not know for a long time, but I know I’m moving forward each day I think this way.

I hear a lot about creativity being this difficult thing that keeps some people, who apparently don’t think the right way, from being great. “It sounds corny”,they say “when I listen back to what I wrote or what I sang”. Most of the time it’s me saying this. But it’s only that way when I try and make something without knowing exactly what I want. Foundation: understand what you’re doing and why you’re doing it. Understand every aspect of what you need: skills, education, specific qualities, etc. and get those things. Instant gratification is not an option anymore.

That’s what I think anyway. This is why I learned this song. It told me these things.

Exploration

I try to do this and it doesn’t work. I’m not sure why I don’t just log on and write something like I am right now. I’m too busy playing the guitar and learning another song that no one but I will hear me play because I can’t figure out how to play on my own.

It’s so strange that the music I play can sound so good to me when I’m playing along with the real musicians and then when I try to do it on my own I can’t make it sound right. I often wonder if there’s something wrong with me or if music just isn’t my thing. But what is it that keeps sucking me back in? why does it feel so good sometimes? what is it trying to tell me?

I guess this is what I should write about. I mean, who’s even reading this anyway but me? Kind of like my music. I guess deep down I know why it doesn’t work for me. The hard part is figuring out what I want to work. I need some kind of foundation. But I don’t know what I want or need to build.

I may not write everyday, but I’m going to be thinking about it anyway. Even if you can’t read about it here.

Good luck me (I’m the only one reading anyway).